PART 6

PART 6

No string attach

by: ChoyRash

Days goes by that we acted like boyfriend and girlfriend, but we don’t have any official status about us. We don’t even know how to call ours. Then she ask me “pano to? Pano tayo? Paano ako uuwe? Ako pa ba ung asawa nya na pag balik ko? Ikw papano yung GF mo?” I was silent ofter hearing those words from her. After silence I said to her “ Alam mo ba yung friends with benefits? O yung No string attach? Ganun tayo habang andito tayo sa isla ako muna mag-aalaga sayo, ako na muna magmamahal sayo, ako muna wag n muna siya”.  Saying this words makes me feel that she needs me just for the mean time while she’s alone. But still it’s ok for me because I love to be near to here. She don’t responded to me.

Saying those lines I hit myself with a sharp painful object that snipe myself, I feel begging for a piece of right to love her. It so happen that we meet at the wrong time, she’s taken and I have my own commitment also. It’s been the hardest position when you fall; you know it’s for real but both of you are already guarded by both limitation. I fall for her two years earlier before this happen and I cry when she take her walk going on the altar without me. Painful! Yes too painful but still my heart knows her and still finding for her when she’s not around. I guessed that’s the effect when you extremely like the person you keep on finding for her presence. Yung tipong ang sakit na pero tanga ka parin dhil gustong gusto mo parin siya.

I invited her to eat at HANAKAMATU a sizzling house at Manoc- Manoc. The ambiance is good and the restaurant main product is hamburger.   A lady approach as and give as a discount coupon for our next return. We enjoy talking to each other while talking about our families.

After a week 

She burst out madly at me, “ Ano ka sinuswerte! You touch me, we did all of this things, tapos sasabihin mo no string attach!! Gustong gusto n kita, how could I live nah? You interupted my life. Papano ako makakamove on after this Boracay kung bawat may makikita aq maaalala kita!! Sabihin mo pano, Gusto ko akin ka nalang sayo nalang ako, hindi ba pwede yun?? Hindi ko namn ginusto magpakasal marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko. That thay is the sadest day of my life”

I huge her thight and answer her “ stop crying I am sorry, Ive given you pain nung sinabi ko yun cause I thought you love him so much. I will not go far from your side, andito lang ako mamahalin ka. Maghihintay ako till makalaya ka skanya” Then she smile “ Pag- malaya na ako I will find you and get you from her. Wag mo muna siya bibigyan ng anak, ok?”. I said “YES” “I love you Rash”.

                #theIslandCalledBoracay