LET GO

Yesterday around 8:07am, I gave her a call. Lucky she answered having few words "Why?" before I reach the last letter of my own word call got disconnected.

I think deeply I felt something that I can not even explained. I walk going to public transportation stop suddenly I remember I left my money at my desk. I walk back for 5minutes returning to the office. I look at my phone. "Im sorry" is the words pop up on my phone. I choose to hide my phone and think for thoughts I don't even analyze.   Finally I was at the 4th floor and get my money. I decided to take shuttle at 2nd floor. while seating at the waiting area My playful eyes look for messages at my phone.

Another message came inn. And bang, everything sink in on my head. Finally I understand the things keeps on revolving on my head few minutes ago.

She needs to give me up. I need to let her go. Why? I don't know!  Damn it, of course I know I have to be fare. Do I need to get mad? No, I don't. My reason is simple, She choose to stay with the right person.

I am not that person because I am her third party. Do I need to be sorry on what I've done? I am not, because I have human emotion. I love a lady wearing ring on her finger. I was sorry to my self that I can not fight back because I can not take her. But I do know I do the right thing respecting her decision to stay with the right one.

I do feel broken right now. I keep my self to be okay but still my workmate ask me many time earlier if I am okay. I think its been 4different person ask me if I'm okay. I am totally okay letting her go with her life safe and sound with out my troubles.